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puddlesofunSo I changed my mind again. The logic is torturous but what it all basicly seemed to come down to was a conflict between two different feelings of obligation: to myself (home), and to others (Narooma). So I figured that I'm usually good to other people and I took the selfish option.:P
The above is a gross simplification.
I already regret not seeing my little cousins Lucas and Grace (3 and 2 respectively, I think). They're so cute! And let me tell you, people, I've seen some cute in my time. But I am currently at a stage in life where I am, as self obsessed wankers everywhere would put it, "just sorting shit out". I'm trying to identify exactly what it is that is lacking in my life, and how I might fix it. I've sort of set an impromtu deadline of November to clean up my life, mainly because I'll prolly be starting to make a mess out of it again around then. This does actually relate to my decision to stay behind, if only in a symbolic context.
What is lacking?
to be continued...
The above is a gross simplification.
I already regret not seeing my little cousins Lucas and Grace (3 and 2 respectively, I think). They're so cute! And let me tell you, people, I've seen some cute in my time. But I am currently at a stage in life where I am, as self obsessed wankers everywhere would put it, "just sorting shit out". I'm trying to identify exactly what it is that is lacking in my life, and how I might fix it. I've sort of set an impromtu deadline of November to clean up my life, mainly because I'll prolly be starting to make a mess out of it again around then. This does actually relate to my decision to stay behind, if only in a symbolic context.
What is lacking?
to be continued...
